HOW MUCH YOU NEED TO EXPECT YOU'LL PAY FOR A GOOD MEMEK BASAH

but due to the fact only my boyfriend is purported to know concerning this, i cant request my brother to speak to me, And that i cant confront my mum (who i still Stay with Incidentally). I just dont know how to proceed... how can we make certain that this isnt some kind of fabricated memory, or something that was merely a wierd desire?as a kid abo